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Friday, April 20, 2007

The Day I Stood on Top of the World



Have I ever told you how much I absolutely adore riding my horse? I mean, books are nice, and photography is cool and all, and chocolate . . . well, okay, chocolate is just indescribable. But when it comes to horses, nothing in all this world can beat them. And I’ve got the best horse on earth. That is, if your definition of “best” is: cute, terribly funny, perhaps a bit naughty at times, stubborn and dear beyond reason. His name is Sullivan, after the big blue monster on Monsters Inc., cause they’re both adorable and absolutely dedicated to a certain girl.

Sully and I went for a ride the other day. Now I may have rather implied in the past that Nebraska is as flat as a lake frozen over. But miracles still exist. I know, because not three miles from our house - in Nebraska - I found hills. Softly rolling hills, like the ocean when it’s calm and sleepy, hills that would sing a lullaby if they could choose just one melody. A dirt track bobs along these grassy waves, picketed by yet-bare trees and thick, stout bushes. We must’ve seen at least seven rabbits, and as many squirrels. But then we came to this wide open field, and the golden grass was waving at us and the clouds in the sky were cheering us on, and the whole scene just shouted, “Run!”

So, we did. Up to the hilltops and then down into the valleys again, not really going anywhere and having a marvelous time of it. The theme song from Man From Snowy River was cascading through my head the entire time. And then we found the absolute highest peak, and I sent Sully bounding to the top. We circled, and I swept my eyes over a rippling sea of earthy fields that ended only where the blue expanse of sky began. And that’s when I realized I was standing on top of the world.

Who would’ve thought the top of the world would be found in plain old Nebraska? And as it’s hard to have such an experience and not gain at least some small life lesson from it, I did. It suddenly struck me that I was sitting atop this still-prancing, sweat-covered horse. His nose was blowing in and out, and I could feel his every breath. Then there was me. I was hardly even tired. Certainly not looking like I’d just run several miles. Come to think of it, I hadn’t run several miles. And that was my point. All the glorious majesty of standing on top of the world with Man From Snowy River music pounding like a waterfall into my heart, and I had hardly done a thing. All I’d done was held on and trusted my horse.

And I think that’s like what God wants of us as we’re walking life’s road with Him. Just hold on and trust Him to take us there. To the top of the world.

Friday, April 6, 2007

I Found It In My Easter Basket



Yes, this really is what it looks like. Not quite a full five pounds, but absolutely close enough to make my taste buds wholly content for weeks (um, maybe just days) to come. And, yes, that really is a rubber ducky - a PINK rubber ducky - and for my slightly strange friends who adore that color . . . yes, this pink rubber ducky has proudly found its way onto the dashboard of my car. The count’s now at 22. I walked into my house this evening to find this happy basket of one duck and exactly 1,249 particles of chocolate. Okay, so I didn’t actually count each one; that’s an estimate, though who really knows how many m&m’s are in a 52 ounce bag. The gift from my mother was waiting for me on the dining room table. I’m telling you, it smiled at me. And winked too. Then screamed, “Eat me!” No wonder kids play with their food. Wouldn’t you if it talked?

So, it’s Easter. And I got an Easter basket. Which is fun. Hilariously fun. Well, it got me thinking. Not very serious thinking, mind you, but still thinking. About biting the ears off chocolate bunnies as a child and then wondering why I never ate their face first. I don’t think they would have cared one way or the other. About Easter egg hunts and how we were always looking for hollow, plastic eggs and never the real thing. You know, good old-fashioned raw eggs. It could have been just like dodge ball.

About gifts and celebrations and songs and laughter. Especially laughter. Ever wonder what it sounds like to hear God laugh? I think that’s going to be one of my favorite things in Heaven. I bet He can tell some of the funniest jokes you’ve ever heard. We hear a lot about how He loves us, and not quite so often how He delights in us and sings over us and rejoices over us. And I think, if God does all that, then surely He laughs too. A lot. Big, happy peals of laughter that make you want to laugh with Him. And when I get to Heaven, I am looking forward to hearing God laugh.

Of course, right now I’m still here on earth. Stuck with a back that hurts at times and a throat that gets soar and eyes that refuse to define blobs unless they’ve got contacts in. But I’ve got a whole perfect world to look forward too, and that’s a happy thought. “Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.”

And that’s my lesson for this Easter.